I have been thinking about my deceased husband and my feelings range from sadness to feeling lost and confused. But the feelings that overwhelms the most is the feeling of loneliness and emptiness.

We were together all the time when he wasn’t working, to I was almost never without my soulmate nearby. Being around someone who you could be quiet around and still feel comfortable was wonderful. We didn’t need to talk, just being in the same room was a precious gift.

Even when I am around people, I still feel lonely and empty. That “other half” of me is gone, and I don’t think that anyone could fill that space that my soulmate filled.